officially down in the dumps

Why hello there. Life right now is anything but a bed of roses and i guess thats life in life itself.

Reasons why im unhappy:

1) i injured my knee pretty badly.
2) i hobble. Walking is a thing of the past. 
3) i cant fence for a long time. 
4) i cant dance for a long time. 
5) and i dont even know what exactly a long time means because it seems perpetual from where im standing
6) without painkillers im basically inept
7) my Japan trip is cancelled ugh
8) im literally not allowed to leave home for like the rest of summer

Brb, will be moping in my alone corner for now)`:

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